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I have this, I don't know whether you call it a fetish or love for breasts and high heels. When I was about 12 I found a bra in a house people had moved out of. It was a padded AA and seemed to fit me. We lived in the country and I could hide it in a tool shed and slip off and wear it. We moved to the city when I was 16 and I would slip in The bathroom when no one was home and put on my mothers bra. I don't remember the cup size, but must have been at least a D cup. It was large and I stuffed hand towels in the cups. I didn’t have any opportunities for a number of years. When I got married my wife was a AAA and wore what was called falsies then. They were B cups and I bought her C cups. She didn’t like them and said if you like them so much you wear them which I did from time to time. She also wore 4” heels which I would tape on my feet. When we divorced after 20 years I bought a Jodee Permaform bra. Prior to the internet it was catalog or go to a store to make a purchase. I bought the Permaform at a store and was so embarrassed. It was a C cup and I wasn’t impressed. It was just two lumps on my chest. My next purchase was from a Sears catalog and was silicone breast forms also C cup. I loved them and wore the a lot, even to bed. I also ordered 5” heels. When I remarried my days of bras, forms and heels was over. I bought a business a couple of years after my second marriage and bras,forms and heels were back. I wear them in my private office and after work. I bought a J cup bra and a DDD cup bra with silicone forms and also a pair of 6.5” heels. On the rare occasion when my wife would be gone overnight I would bring everything home to wear. At night I would put on a bra and heels and take a drive. I have also, at night walked around a close by park. That is the extent of being out in breast and heels. I got brave and hide the DDD at home and my wife found them I made uo an excuse about an old girl friend, which I don’t think she believed, and said she could throw them out. The trash man was coming that day and I retrieved them before he got there and took them back to work. I sold my business a couple months ago and decided rather than take a chance I would throw everything away and give it up. I am suffering from withdrawals and at times can’t sleep. I know it is crazy, but I miss my boobs and heels. I would love to find some place in my area where I could keep my things and go dress up when I could slip away. I am nuts. Any suggestions how to find such a place.

Sorry for rambling.

Franie

Welcome Franie

no need to apologize, that why we are here.

I'm a Colorado girl too, maybe we can get together sometime. if we aren't too far apart!

xx

Alexis

Hello Franie, welcome. Have fun.

If you have the $$'s just go to some rent-a-storage place and get a locker where you can store your stash.

Kelly.

Hi Franie,
to the forum, It's lovely to meet you!

Is there absolutely no way to come clean with your wife then? Sometimes it can work out well. Granted, not always, but it could be worth another look perhaps?

Welcome, Franie.

Franie,

Welcome to the forum, there are a lot of nice supportive people here so lean on us for support.

I'm sorry you had to purge you things, I hope you can find a way to get restarted. I live in Kansas but not to far across the border from Colorado. In fact have a summer place near Pueblo where we are headed for a week now. So maybe sometime we could get together and if the sizes are similar I could share some things with you.

Hi, Franie, and welcome to the forum!


- SL

Karin,

She could not handle me cross dressing.

Kelly,

I thought of that, but still need a place to dress and hang out for a while.

Hi Franie, to the forum.

Welcome Franie

Hi, Franie

There are several girls here from Colorado. Some of the larger towns have support groups.

Although I am near CO I don't get there often and even then usually only to the northeast area.

Welcome to the forum, Franie. You won't find too many here who think it's crazy to miss your boobs and heels. I would cry for a week.
And then buy replacements. So I will likely never purge.

Hello Franie,
to the forum, your situation is so common and I think that with the number of fellow Colorado members offering to help, you will soon find a way round things. I know I could not go too long without withdrawal symptoms so you have my sympathy.
Stay with the forum and everything will work out.
Hugs and kisses
Joanne
xxxxxx

Hi Franie
I came out to my wife around 30 yrs ago but then went back into the closet for decades. She was stunned when I owned up recently to how long I'd been doing it behind her back.
Have a suitcase down the back shed or in your office at work. Wait till she's out or you are on a work trip. There are lots of variations you can try but the best that it took me a while to realise is be open and honest with her and maybe she'll accept your femme side and life will never be the same again.