Hi I'm Rachel.
Posted: Fri Mar 13, 2015 9:35 pm
I am very new to cross dressing. As a kid, I experimented with my sister's panties and bra, but treated it at an attempt to just be horny. I tucked that experience away as I grew into a man, because it seemed to be in congruent with who I was becoming.
Now that I am fully grown as a man, I find that a softer, more feminine desire is starting to emerge. It is no longer about getting horny, it is now about feeling pretty. I am now enjoying shopping (online only) for women's clothes that I have always admired and now imagine how pretty I would be in them. Unfortunately, though I like the clothes, the result is less than I desire. Though I have some girls clothes, they are not very girly and am in no way even close to passable. I just like the way they feel on me.
I have experimented with makeup, but only lipstick and a simple floral perfume seem to work for me. The rest of it makes me feel artificial, which coincidentally is what I think when I see women wearing them(eye shadow, eye liner, mascara, lip liner, and foundation.) Maybe I just don't know how to make them work for me.
I only wear my girl clothes around my apartment. I guess that's because feeling pretty is more important than being pretty for me. I am already attractive as a man, so I don't feel the need to be an attractive woman. I simply enjoy the softness of the clothes, perfume, and lip stick, and how they soften my heart.
I think I may have gone on too long, so I am sorry. I just needed to tell you where I am at, and ask where do I go from here? Any thoughts or suggestions would be most welcome.
Rachel
Now that I am fully grown as a man, I find that a softer, more feminine desire is starting to emerge. It is no longer about getting horny, it is now about feeling pretty. I am now enjoying shopping (online only) for women's clothes that I have always admired and now imagine how pretty I would be in them. Unfortunately, though I like the clothes, the result is less than I desire. Though I have some girls clothes, they are not very girly and am in no way even close to passable. I just like the way they feel on me.
I have experimented with makeup, but only lipstick and a simple floral perfume seem to work for me. The rest of it makes me feel artificial, which coincidentally is what I think when I see women wearing them(eye shadow, eye liner, mascara, lip liner, and foundation.) Maybe I just don't know how to make them work for me.
I only wear my girl clothes around my apartment. I guess that's because feeling pretty is more important than being pretty for me. I am already attractive as a man, so I don't feel the need to be an attractive woman. I simply enjoy the softness of the clothes, perfume, and lip stick, and how they soften my heart.
I think I may have gone on too long, so I am sorry. I just needed to tell you where I am at, and ask where do I go from here? Any thoughts or suggestions would be most welcome.
Rachel
Rachel,
Gina L.