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Has any of you had a dream dealing with crossdressing that has totally baffled you. Dreams usually have some significence and truth in them, but the one I had last night has totally got me.
I will start by saying that I have found happiness in my crossdressing and I've gotten rid of the guilt and the fear. All my dreams prior to last night had great significence in them. Most of my commen dreams were like this:
1. Walking into a bridal showroom touching the flowing long satin gowns and feeling the soft satin sensation, (I've done this since).
2. Walking into a dress shop to buy the most beautiful evening gown and trying it on before I buy (I've done this.....alot, especially of late).
3. Going shopping in full female dress (I have'nt done it yet, but you never know).
4. Going dancing in a full flowing evening gown at a crossdressers ball (I've done this 3 times and had a ball)

Now, comes the big one from last night, I admit, they I have had brushes with the same sex but this one has thrown me.

1. The most gorgous girl at work, who I have no sexual feelings for at all, offers me sex, I say no, but she persists and undresses. We both lay on the bed and I do nothing. I just lay there in total shock. Then another figure enters room, a fellow CD in a gorgous flowing nightgown, and my mind races. The beautiful girl is totally out of my mind and focus and the CD is mine for the taking and I'm complete awe of him/her and we come together.

Is it just me or do I prefer CDs over women.

I know this could be a risky subject on these boards, but I'm sure I would'nt be alone on this one. Can anyone elaborate?

I know a little (very little) about dream theory so I will give some guesses which may be absolutely wrong.

First thought, which is what used to work for me, is the associations and feelings. How did you feel, what do the images suggest to you? What were you thinking in the dream? Were you wondering about looking at the CD? What did you feel? Happy, scared, guilty?

2nd thought. Supposedly everyone in our dreams is us. So you were all three people. Don't know if I totally agree with this but I have heard it a couple of times from people who study these things more than me.

Were you rejecting the idea of being attracted to yourself as a woman and more interested in yourself as a CD?

Or is the woman also someone else who won't accept the CD? Is she the part of you that you can't accept?

All wild backside guesses but if any of them grabs you they may have some worth

let us know

Andrea