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After the Halloween Party that really started my joy of turning into a girl I didn't have any public opportunities to be one untill much later in life. What a shame because whenever I did get the opportunity I really enjoyed it. Men actually have rushed to open the door for this lovely lady. Like I said in my introduction I haven't warn a skirt or a dress since that first time. In Junior High I really found out about girls because of my delicate but handsome boy features the girls were attracted to me and of course I really loved the attention. To tell you the truth I didn't react the way a normal boy of 12 or 13 act when surrounded by girls. I just knew that I was very comfortable among them. I was very talented in art and manual creations and could create almost anything that the drama department needed. I was also and still am a very talanter vocalist. singing soprano in Junior high. That alone put me at odds with most boys of that age. I really didn't care because there wasn't a bully in school that wanted to challange me. You see I have a brother on either side of me in age and my father was wise enough to get us boxing gloves and teach us to take care of ourselves. I was only challanged by a bully once early in the seventh grade.
It was in the classroom of my favorite subject and teacher, Art. This guy decided that I was an easy mark, You see he hadn't known me before Junior High, He pulled the chair out just as I was sitting down and naturally I sat on the floor, hard. Everyone thought that was funny but I just quietly stood up and slung the same chair over his head and he was out cold. We both spent some detention time for that. After that bullies left me alone. This bully and I became friends in High School and the incident was never mentioned again.

Durring the time in Junior high I went to more girl parties that I was the only male present. Strangely though they just seemed to enjoy my company and the closest that I ever came to dressing was a time that they wanted to decorate my toes and then I had to wear a pair of sandels so that they could see how pretty my feet were. Somehow I enjoyed it.

This has gotten quite long but there is even more so you will probably become bored before I am finnished

More next time

Love, Rhanda

Well here I am again telling you all the things that delighted me when I was in school. That was soooooooo long ago. It's just fun to remember these thing after putting them in the back memory bank for soooo long.
I was a little older than most of the kids in my grade. You see, when I went to school You had to messure up or you couldn't advance to the next grade, and I was a late bloomer accidemically. So much for that. When I was about twelve years old I started having trouble peaing because the foreskin was closing. So I needed to be circumsized. I didnt know what that was but the experience made me wonder how it might be like to be the other sex. I used to lock myself in the bathroom for hours and dress in my sisters outgroan clothes and makeup.
It soon dawned on me that I couldn't sneek makeup for long because my sister would notice. So I decided that I needed some money to buy my own. My solution was to go about the neiborhood mowing lawns for fifty cents each. Even during the depression that got me a lot of jobs. My mother was so prowd of me that she didn't say a word when I came home dragging my lawnmower behind me and went streight to the bathroom to bath and go to my bedroom. She wouldn't bother me untill dinner time which was never served untill Dad got home and washed up. When I heard Dad in the bathroom I would then undress from "my" girl clothes and stash them and slip into something that I could have dinner in. I generally underdressed daily and just mixed in my girls underwear whenever it was my turn to do the laundry. I don't know if my mother ever caught on but she never confronted me.

When I was a freshman we started having gym classes three times a week and I really hated to undress in front of a bunch of boys who still had their foreskin. I sure didn't want to show my girly side with my underwear. That is when I decided that I was going to be a boy and play football (American football) I was really quite good and played Center on offense and Linebacker on defense. I was a really mean charactor on the football field. That's where it ended because I was always that soft sweet girl inside and I could hardy wait to get home after practice and faine fatigue so that I could be left alone by the rest of the family. Then I could go to my room and become Rhanda for a few hours.