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Well my story starts like so many trying on moms/sisters panties and it was a sexual thrill at first but then the urge to try on bras. So time was short until i wanted to put on full outfits. Then I realized I was loseing the sexual thrill but still wanted to dress. by this time i was about 14 if I remeber right My whole memory of that time is a little fuzzy. For sevral years i barley avoided being caught. (bathroom door had a lock but my room didn't) and my dad had a tendency to just open the door. so if it moved slightly i had to yell i was changing so he didnt get in but i think he may have got a glimps but never said anything. But this last jan. i sort of got caught.. I was at basic training (National Guard) and my family cleaned my room (and the closet) because i was comming home ( injury discharge) Which all my clothes make up well everything was in a hamper in the closet. So the first week of Feb i got to use my phone so my brother in law tells me he found a hamper full of "stuff" and asked what i wanted to do with it. I freaked and said throw it away and he said he'll forget he found it. I almost wonder if this should have been the time to come out about the whole thing but its hard in a situation where im 2000 miles away in the army with all the anti gay policies..which i found out arnt really strict if you don't bring it up. Im not gay but a little bicurious but all the ideas people think of crossdressers i freaked out. So sience I've been home i had to build up my underware (It is all I ware so i had to start there) and ive started to get a few outfits now. when the wig i ordered came in the mail i was out side with my brother in law and my brother was curious so he gave me a knife to open the box and there it wa so i had to act like "what the heck is this" why did someone send this to me and i got him convinced with a story that some one ID theft my amazon account ordered but sent to wrong address. I think I handeled it well. But ive really rambed on a little to long now so thats my story.

My stash was found while I was away in the army too. No one mentioned it, so I assumed it was my mother who found it.

This might be my scenario in the near future... I am slated to have surgery and I know I will be out of it for a while and there will be all kinds of people tromping through the house "wanting to help" - I have a TON of stuff and plan on putting it in wardrobe boxes in the basement. Of course that is where the guest bedroom is located. Maybe this will be the perfect time for me to let the world in on the secret???